You know... It really sucks when your best isn't good enough. It is just the worst thing to say "I can't do anything more." Although your inner being says "I can" your true physical body knows that you are handicapped. The only thing that you can do is to mask your handicaps and act as if you don't want to.
My life is basically sucking right now. I just keep thinking that it would be so much easier to just kill myself now and be spared from all the challenges that I soon must face.... However, I am too weak. So YES. I will suffer along with the rest of the world. Mabye this time I can make a change.
Relationships suck.... It's so... mutial and crap. It just sucks.